Something interesting is happening, me-thinks, in regards to [Him]. Although [Him] was a major theme of my dreams last night, I think I'm getting over him.
In fact, I think I'm nearly over him completely. I've hit the point where I don't need to fall for straight guys anymore. I don't need that safety net where I know the love won't be reciprocated. I can now allow myself to fall for someone who can fall for me.
I realized the other day that there is one reason why I would want to be straight: I like buying jewelry. Jewelry for women. I don't like wearing it, and I really don't like such jewelry on a man. If I were to marry a woman, then I could buy her jewelry all the time.
I couldn't do this for a guy.
... what to do...